I am too tired to do anything today. Gods, I have to take stuff to the dry cleaners (because we are having a family picture this weekend), I have to pick stuff up for the kids, I have to mail letters, I have to get cigarettes, and probably do some other stuff I am forgetting. I so do not feel like getting out. Plus I have to get the kids ready and take them with me. Urgghhhh! I haven't been feeling good lately. I've had this weird pain in my pelvic area. It's either a kidney infection or maybe my syst came back. I don't know, I'll have to get to the doctor one of these days. My back hurts too. I just want to crack my back so bad but it won't work. Oh well, I'm out.

Well, shit has been a bit crazy in my life and I need some order to this chaos. I have let my life become chaotic since last year sometime. I've had enough. Gods, I hate being organized but I have to start a routine. I am lazy too which doesn't help matters any. Plan on getting my act together so I may not be online as much as I usually am...but I will be online. That's my only escape sometimes from all of the crazy people I have to deal with day to day. Not my kids or the hubby...but the rest of the family. They are really crazy! It's scarry! LOL!!!!!

Anyways, I have to get the boys bath time stuff ready. I've got 20 minutes left for computer time. Better make that 20 min. usefull. Maybe I'll put on some 365 radio. Hum, which station should I pick. Oh, the hell...I'll just close my eyes and click on one. Last night I made a mistake. I drank a cappucino blast at like 8pm. Then I drank some chamomile tea at like 11pm. What a horrible feeling. My body was still hyped from the caffeine...but my body wanted to relax. Talk about scarry feelings in your body. <---Note to self...Don't drink caffeine after 5pm.

It's real windy here. The hubbys supposed to be home in like 30 minutes anyways...so I'm waiting for him to come. I am so starving. I don't know what to eat. Mac & Cheese or Tuna Sandwiches...with ranch rice snacks? I have no clue. Maybe my father will order a pizza or bring KFC or something. I can never be sick of pizza. I have to have it once a week...like my cappucino blasts.